I thought you’d loved me
I thought you were my friend
Ooh I thought you’d actually be there for me
As you said when I poured out my heart for you.
But alas I was nothing but a fool.
Not for trusting you,
No, not even for loving you.
But for believing that I could be ever loved.
As the clock struck twelve,
The midnight of 31 flashed before my eyes
And I remembered.
I remember the warm embrace, the gentle care
And the sweet lips.
I remember the smile that could heal,
The words that could inspire,
And the kiss that could cure my soul of darkness.
My apologies for being a bitch,
But that’s who I am without you.
But all in all,
I was, am and will always love you
Forever and one.
How luxurious is life?
Bottling up our feelings,
Thrashing our fantasies,
Breaking our dreams,
Spreading makeup over abuse.
When just a snap from a suspending rope,
Can give us the wings of liberation.
We all need to find our inner child.
Yes indeed sir,
I proudly agree
I’M INCAPABLE OF LOVE!
Why you ask,
No it is not because of
My cold heart.
It’s just that
I’M INCAPABLE OF LOVE!
Nor is my
Ignorance and arrogance the reason
For my loveless life;
For no one could love this savage monster,
INCAPABLE OF LOVE!
I declare it out in the open- We live in a PREJUDICED, HYPOCRITICAL and JUDGEMENTAL society.
What makes me come to that conclusion ?
Well for starters the backlash I received for taking up humanities after scoring 97% in my tenth.
The way we look at feminism. We head to the streets demanding women rights, but when it comes to matrimony; a fair (If you are dark skinned go under the razor) , well educated (But less educated than the groom) , Working (Salary is less than the groom’s and have to stop working after year when you get pregnant) and Sanskaari (Chef, Door Man and Butler in need) Bride is needed.
We act as if being judgemental is our fundamental right. You eat vegetarian food you’re a Cow, you eat meat you’re Barbaric. You drink you’re a “bewda saala” you don’t you’re still a kid. You try to keep in touch in touch you’re clingy you don’t you’re a misogynistic ass. You have sex you’re a slut you don’t you’re boring. You’re gay you think only about sex and are disgusting you’re lesbians then you’re just confused.
Just STOP! STOP being judgemental, prejudiced and hypocritical. Just lead your life. Don’t stereotype anyone coz the world is not as how you imagine!
A question that has been haunting me since ages is “What IF ?”
We live in a world of ignorance and hatred. Jealousy is embedded in us! 😥
But spare a moment folks from this mechanical life and think what if? Start reasoning within yourself, pay attention to the people around you, talk to them, love yourself then EUREKA ! Your problems have vanquished ! 😀
Stop thinking that your life is so stressful, because every one feels so! Even a child of one year feels stressful as its life is complicated for itself at that premature age! Come out of negativity and see the light ahead of you and reimburse in yourself, find yourself and relish yourself! 🙂 🙂 🙂
CIAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😀